Put your music player on shuffle, duh!

Opening Credits:
Pretty Fly - The Offspring

Waking Up:
The Lion sleeps tonight - They might be giants (LOL irony)

Average Day:
Original Prankster - The Offspring

First Date:
Closing Time - Semisonic

Falling In Love:
Heads will roll - Yeah Yeah Yeahs (XDDDDDDDDDDDDD)

Love Scene:
Kill your idols - Static X (PFFFFFT )

Fight Scene:
I'm the One - Static X

Breaking Up:
Meds - Placebo

Getting Back Together:
Bleed it Out - Lincoln Park

Secret Love:
Phenomenon - TFK

Life's Okay:
Straight to Video - MSI (LOL WTF)

Mental Breakdown:
Voodoo - Godsmack

Driving:
Drop the Bombshell - powerman 5000

Learning A Lesson:
Becoming insane (radio mix) - infected mushroom

Deep Thought:
Touch my body - Mariah Carey (deepest thought EVER)

Flashback:
Timebomb - Beck

Happy Dance:
The hand that feeds - nine inch nails (weirdest happy dance song ever)

Regretting:
Girl - Beck

Long Night Alone:
Lucky - Jason Mraz (lol wtf I've never even heard this song? When did I download it XDDD)

Death Scene:
To die for - The Birthday massacre (appropriate 8D)

Closing Credits:
Sleepy Tigers - Her Space Holiday


Not many of these applied LOLLL

They suck.
Even though the friend I said goodbye to has been a shit friend for the last couple months it still sucked. And driving away from their house realizing you wont see them again for YEARS and YEARS somehow makes the shitty times disappear and the good memories roll.
I wont forget the Halloween and Christmas parties. Rolling & Sledding down the big hill in the backyard and playing hide and seek at 3am. Because even at 18 years old its fun.
Hours laughing while playing Cranium, watching Disney movies, having foosball tournaments and pigging out on 500 kinds of snacks. Memories like these are going to help me through the tough times soon to come.

The hardest part of all of it is that we've grown apart. And its so obvious IT HURTS. I've never before had awkward silences with these guys until now. But even though the friendship we once had is gone, never to return, it's ok. Because we had each other for all those years. We were there when we needed each other. We laughed at shitty jokes, and offered a shoulder to cry on and walked around walmart in prom dresses.

I cant quite put what I'm thinking into words because part of it hasnt sunk in and my minds wrapping around the situation. But basically I hope that you will look back on me fondly because all the bad memories I've had with you guys vanished when I hugged you goodbye.
I'll love you guys forever & hope to see you again soon,
Love always,
Flippers :heart:

I'm feeling kinda off today :/
I'm missing people I didn't think I cared about. All I want to do is spend time with everybody before I leave and time is running past me. I graduate on the 24th. Around 19-20 days right? So much to do with college, so much to do with school, so many people to see before I leave.
And people are pissing me off too. I hate it when people beat around the bush with stuff. "I stayed up till 4" "I just had sleeping troubles" "Yeah, we just spilled some stuff on the floor" "OK! It was beer we spilled on the floor!"
O_O Honestly I dont give a shit if you ruin your apartment with beer stains, so why lie/stall about it?
Of course this dumb aversion is coming from the same girl who told me last week that, (QUOTE. Girl says to me:) "Well whenever you DONT want to do something you just lie about not having money so you don't have to go."
-_- Yeah. that is SO what I do. I love sitting at home listening to everyone else's conversations about shopping and the movies and dinner and how awesome it all was, but I wasn't there cause I was "lying" about being broke. :/ I almost ended up NOT going to college because I dont have any money right now!
And then this girl that IS NOT my friend anymore wants one of my senior pictures and then she has this whole smartass tone with me. And this other girl that I dont like wants me to write a NICE memory about us together right after she pisses me off.

So I'm kind of in a weird place. I'm missing people I never thought I'd miss. I'm hating people I never thought I'd hate. I'm running out of time that I need. I'm kind of lonely and kind of pissed and kind of lost.

EDIT:
I feel better now :)

I just want simple things. Simple answers, no BS. Straightforward truths, no puzzles to piece together. Simple solutions.

Do you like:

Junk Food
[x] chips
[x] fast food
[x] soda
[x](candy
[x] popcorn
[x] pretzels
[x] peanut butter
[x] ranch (sometimes)
[ ] chicken wings (more of a chicken breast/tenderloin person myself)
[x] pizza
[x] burgers
[] hot dogs (only Kogel brand skinless franks~!)
[x] grilled cheese
Total: 11

Vegetables
[x] broccoli (steamed)
[x] carrots
[x] cauliflower
[x] green beans
[x] beans
[x] onions (only cooked certain ways)
[x] tomatoes (pizza/spaghetti sauce only)
[x] pickle
[x] cucumber
[ ] zucchini
[ ] celery
[ ] peppers
[x] peas
[x] potatoes
[ ] beets (sugar beets!)
[ ] brussel sprouts
[ ] spinach
[ ] lima beans
[x] lettuce
[x] corn
Running total: 24

Fruit
[x] oranges
[x] strawberries
[x] apples
[x] bananas
[ ] pineapple
[x] pears
[ ] peaches
[x] grapes
[ ] plums
[ ] grapefruit
[ ] clementines
[ ] tangerines
[ ] raspberries
[ ] blueberries
[ ] limes
[ ] lemons
[ ] mangoes
[ ] cherries
[x] watermelon (yellow watermelon)
[x] cantaloupe
[ ] honeydew
Running total: 32

Meat
[x] ham
[x] chicken
[x] lamb
[x] pork
[x] steak
[x] turkey
[x] fish
[x] deer
[x] bird
[x] salami
[x] pepperoni
[ ] alligator
Running total: 43

Dairy
[x] milk
[x] cheese
[ ] yogurt (only frozen yogurt :P)
[x] ice cream
[x] butter
[x] eggs
Running total: 48

Dessert
[x] brownies
[x] ice cream
[x] chocolate
[ sherbet
[x] cake
[x] cup cakes
[x] cookies
[ toffee
[x] caramel
[ ] mousse
[x] whipped cream
[ ] chocolate covered strawberries
[ creme puffs
[x] jelly
[ chocolate covered pretzels
Running total: 57

Wheat
[x] bread
[x] pasta
[x] cereal
[x] bagels
[x] doughnuts
[x] crackers
Total: 63

Times total by 3. 63x3=189

This quiz is innacurate LOL eating vegemables doesnt make you chubbie

I've noticed some new people have added me lately so do me a favor and introduce yourselves okay 8D <3333
I dont have many friends here on LJ so its nice to know them.

If you're here cause you like my art I have a deviantart website : http://themissg.deviantart.com/
where you can view more of it and commission me <333 ^w^

Introduce yourself!
Name
Age
Website
Likes/Dislikes
ETC

Remember that preview from the last post?

I finished the pic, check it out http://themissg.deviantart.com/art/Happy-Easter-09-118501202

Yearly easter pic <3
Last year on left, this year on right.
Well a WIP anyways. :/ This is the first thing I've drawn in like a month WTF. School hates me haha

Lol I can't maintain the art journal part of this thing haha.
Anyways I've been slowly dying because of school and all this other stuff going on with it so ... yeah... T^T Sry. And I've been in artfail I havent drawn anything in a month. Month.
month.
month.
well not any full picture anyways :///

And there are some other things going on right now that are pretty disheartening and really make me wonder why bother but... *shrug* I made my hidden rant journal for things like that.
Anyways, I could use some hugs. and ice cream. I'd kill a man for an ice cream right now. Srsly.

1] Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up.
1. Valentines day drawing I did
2. some lotion
3. my glass of water
4. My iPod
5. chapstick

[2] How do you style your hair?
Generally I leave it down and put some gel in it, then blowdry it. Occasionally I straighten my bangs (when I'm not too lazy <3)

[3] What are you wearing now?
A tanktop and sweats.


[4] If you could have any other talents, what would they be?
Stopping time (that way I could stay up later and sleep in more =w=)

[5] Do you nap a lot?
Nah, I never nap.

[6] Who was the last person you hugged?
My daddy

[7] What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
XD Mae's chibis <333

[8] What was the last thing you ate today?
Chicken Lo Mein

[9] What was the last text you received?
"What are we supposed to do for those 18 succession seats in gov't?" - Smurf

[10] What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Deviantart (my homepage), Onemanga, livejournal, shirow miwa's pixiv

[11] What was the last thing you bought?
Tamasaburo89 commission 8D *dies o' happy*

[12] What are you listening to right now?
I just shut off my iPod but it was Almost Easy by Avenged Sevenfold

[13] What do you think about before you go to bed at night?
too much hahaha. My comic, and school, and this and that and *stress* XD

[14] What is your favorite drink?
Diet Pepsi, Water

[15] What is your favorite weather, and why?
Nice and warm with a good breeze. (or cloudy XDDD)

[16] What features do you like in the opposite sex?
Arms, baby. Arms. xD For the longest time as a child I only got crushes on blonde haired boys too. WEIRD. XDDD and they need a good sense of humor. like really good. XDDD And they can't take offense too easy cause I offend ppl. (its my thing)

[17] How are you?
Kinda pissy. XD

[18] What is the one thing that you wish for to come true?
My comic gets published.

[19] What flavor of ice cream (or frozen dessert) do you crave right now?
Nada. But if I had to pick one I am being a HUGE chocolate chip cookie dough fanatic right now.

NO CUT TODAY~

We get to use scratchboard in art now~ <3 At first I was upset cause I wanted to use acrylics for something but this is good too, I've never gotten to use any before ^_^
He gave us really tiny sheets of paper to practice on and mine somehow ended up looking like a girl in space O_o


Man I haven't inked an image just for inks in SOOOO long Argh. just. ARGH.
I cant even ink anymore XDDDD
I swear I had more art =_= hmm?

This journal isn't really art related today LoL
I was going to work on a painting tonight but my art teacher wouldn't let us get started on anything today >_< So... guess I wont be doing that!
Anyways I talk about Kurokami, or Black God, first episode today, cause I havent watched an anime in so long I need to discuss >3<
( Read more... )

OK. I ... I'm going to figure out how to put art in this today! D8< RAHHHH

And so I dont kill your Flists it'll be hiding
<...oh shit how Do I make cuts again...
( ok figured it out. ARTS UNDER HERE! )

So I redid my LJ.
OK actually I deleted every old journal I had and got a new customization thing.
Eithe way, I kinda really want this to be an art journal. Art only.
Maybe I'll make some anonymous bitch-journal some other day but for right now I want an art journal.
That being said I'll have a quick apology for the previous 70 journals of me hating life. I'm in some stupid depressed funk and I cant get out of it but I'm not gonna bug you guys with it anymore either.
So, art, it will be here soon.
^^ I hope you stick around to see it~